If how often I think about exercise counts then quite often is the answer to the question. For some reason, I don’t think it counts which is really sad because I cannot give a number to this question because the answer is 0. Zilch. Never. Zero.
I despise exercise. Exercise makes me sweat and I hate being wet and sticky. Yes, I know it is healthy, but my mind and my body do not get along at all on this subject. They are constantly at odds with each other so what I am supposed to do? I keep thinking one day they will work this out and peace can be restored, but for now I just take one day at a time.
It’s like Dr Jekyl & Mr Hyde. My mind yearns for it while my body pushes back with everything it has. Two forces living in one container. Chaos? Oh yeah, constantly. Every now and again Mr Hyde runs a con on Dr Jekyl and things are great, but not for long. Mr Hyde let’s Dr Jekyl think tomorrow is a new day and things are going to change. Tomorrow arrives with no change at all and Dr Jekyl is devastated while Mr Hyde laughs mockingly in the background. Why Dr J falls for this over and over I will never know, but he does every time. Hope I suspect is the answer.
One day I’m afraid Mr Hyde will not have the last word and Dr J will probably mourn with him because the actions of one always affects the other whether good or bad. I can only hope along with Dr J that Mr Hyde will have an AHA moment soon and see the error of his ways so change can come about and benefit both.
Only time will tell.
When God Speaks 
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