My fears I am still in the process of overcoming. All my life, I have been with others, never by myself. My parents first, then my first husband of 10 years and finally my soulmate for almost thirty years. Suddenly, I find myself alone and this is scary. Can I do it? What if I can’t? The questions are a laundry list and they leave me shaken to my core at times. Only God gets me through but for some reason I only remember Him after all else has failed.
The fear of being alone takes my breath away at times. How do I deal with this? I pray. I just begin talking out loud to God telling Him my feelings and usually my words make no sense, but He gets me. I just talk, sometimes cry, and most times plead, but when the storm passes I feel comforted. Comforted in a way only He can do, then I thank Him. I usually don’t see the answer right away, but the peace He gives me is overwhelming and I rest like a baby in Him. He is more than enough to overcome my fears for I realize I am not alone. I have Him. Always have and always will.
When God Speaks 
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