When God Speaks

Oh for a sign. Nothing big, just a sign from you that you are still near. I hope for this. I pray for this. I ask for this. I research this. All to no avail.

What will it take to get this sign from you? I have heard stories that seeing a red bird is a sign. Heard stories that when you feel a slight touch that it is a sign. Heard looking down and finding dimes is a sign – Dimes from Heaven is what it is called. I have heard many things that are supposed to be a sign that your loved one is near, but for me, no sign has came to light. I wish I could receive a sign that he was near, but no sign, at least not yet. My sign would have to be something special to me. Not just any sign would work.

Do I believe I might receive a sign? No, not really. I wish I would, but my doubts would emerge if ever it did occur. So, no I don’t think I will receive a sign. During our life together he showed me so much love that I ask myself, ‘Do you really need a sign?’ No, I do not because I know if at all possible he will be near.

If I am honest about this, I only want a sign to try and hang on to what we had a little longer. To somehow bring him back to me if only for a brief moment. So, I have accepted that there will be no sign for me. What we had was so special and rare that the effects of this still remain today. That is my sign.